Just another day...

So, I once again journey to the site of this blog to write the happenings of my ever-so exciting life.  At least, I'd like to think it was exciting.  In all reality, there's really not much to report.  Life for this simpleton is good.  Things have kinda settled down this week for me, so I've had a lot of time to think about things and where I'm going with this life of mine.  Kinda an evaluation of where I am and where I want to be.  It's been kinda fun to reflect and meditate on these topics.  All should try it!  It's really refreshing!

So, here are some short updates on my life...

Work is going good.  I seem to be getting a lot of managerial expereinces here lately.  I definitely enjoy the supervisory role, although I try not to let the power get to my head.  I work hard and expect others to do the same.  I'm kinda sad that this employment will end soon for me.  I kinda wish they could keep me on in a full-time, managerial position.  But alas, it's not going to happen (at least, not right now).  So, I'm making the most of the experience while I can.  A lot of the management is relieved that I'm staying on so that during the winter they won't have to train the new staff.  They'll make me do a lot of it!  Which is always scary, but fun, too!  So, we'll see how the rest of November and December goes (and however long I last in this job)!

Church, a topic I don't discuss regularly on my blog (if at all) is going good.  I've finally gotten a calling in the ward after being in the ward for over 3 months.  I'm now the 2nd Counselor in the Ward Mission Presidency (or whatever you want to call it).  It's kinda fun, although I still have no idea what I'm doing.  I'm relieved, however, that I didn't get the calling that I thought they'd give me.  They keep throwing my name around for this calling still, even though they've already given me a calling.  I wouldn't be shocked if they released me from my current calling only to call me to the other one.  We'll see how it works out, though!  I'm sure there are tons of others that need the opportunity to have that calling!  And let's be honest, I really don't want that calling if I can avoid it!  Not that I'm unworthy; I just don't want the responsibility attached with that calling.  And, I feel so inadequate to have such a calling!  There are others much better suited and able to fill the needs of that calling over what I can offer.  But, we'll see what happens!

As far as my dating life is going, things are good.  Mostly just frustrated with myself on things.  I can't seem to say the simple three word statement "I love you".  It just isn't coming out!  It's not that I don't mean it or want to say it.  I really do want to say it to her!  But, I just can't get myself to say it when there's an opportunity to say it.  I really do care about her and want to tell her how I feel.  I am fearful about how she feels about me.  I don't really want to ask her how she feels, although inside I'd really like to know.  I mostly just want to share with her how I feel and see where things go from there.  Hopefully for the best!  Other than that, not much else to report there!